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Sunday, April 30, 2006
If you practice an art, be proud of it and make it proud of you... It may break your heart, but it will fill your heart before it breaks it; it will make you a person in your own right. - Maxwell Anderson
The harder you work, the harder it is to surrender.
-Vincent Lombardi
go out there and do what you've got to do.
-Martina Navratilova
dont ask why i put this. i am tired.
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4/30/2006 01:36:00 PM
Saturday, April 29, 2006
theatre club may be falling.
:C
but i dont want to let the seniors down. i will try harder.
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4/29/2006 09:55:00 PM
changing skin!
hahah.
i changed skin!
though its not done by me. lazy. xD
hahah okay i still have to make amendments to it but i am too lazy to do.
never mind.
i shall design my own skin soon!
:D
now can see the archives!
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4/29/2006 02:43:00 PM
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i miss duael.
to bits.
and pieces.
and shreds.
especially after i got the photos taken by th av ppl during duael from mr tang.
i couldnt concentrate on revision for history test after that.
I GOT TOO EMOTIONAL.
anw. angsty thanks so much for the email on duael anniversary! cant wait for us to meet up again at csm! =D
well, to look on the bright side, i have quite alot of really cool stuff to fool around this term! =D
cant wait to start crewing for ny family concert. supposedly called nanyang glitters.
though i am just pissed at some tcn stuff.
i am so scared tt i will fail my dear napfa. SH*T. if i fail i shall commit sucide. and i noe what i will fail in. PULL UP. gah. someone save me. =.=" i cant even do one sad little pull up.
oh and i have a suggestion to all esp TCN ppl! MUST TAKE CARE OF URSELVES K! esp huiying jiayou for ur throat! and yingci and zongbin must JIAYOU for july concert! MUST! and the suggestion for all is: dont eat the curry chicken thingy sold in school. i got sore throat and
lau sai after i ate them today. =.=" i strongly think its because of the curry.
anw. i have inspire'06 to look out for! street collections!
and going for RETRO on 28 may with batchmates for gathering!
duael outing on polling day! (i hope!)
and to sell icecream during csm for BOM!
and for my class food and funfair
and for the singapore arts fest performances
and for the august
dementia plays
and for the july concert
and for the publicity for the concert
and for my major sia magazine
and for bernice's birthday (3 days away!)
and for lichen's birthday
and for my birthday!
and then for huiying's birthday!
and then for choral and drama night (i am really looking forward to this!)
and then for crewing for choral and drama night!
okay hahah i think i am going to far. choral and drama night is in november!
and whats with the old hen thing today.
i shall narrate.
mr tan said sth abt i am an old hen now must help the junior or sth.
then.
mr tang said he heard old hag.
WALAU EH.
whats with birds and hags man.
haha
vforvendetta.com
"remember remember the 5th of november."
"the government should be afraid of their people."
-taken from vforvendetta (not meant to mean anything to me)
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4/29/2006 12:28:00 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
http://www.ohashi-lab.bse.kyutech.ac.jp/~shin/DOWNLOAD, PRINT AND HAVE FUN! =DD
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4/25/2006 10:07:00 AM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
the animated claire and ian =D
THE FIGHT BETWEEN IAN AND CLAIRE =Dfootage taken by hanjing hahah no offence to anyone 
claire.
claire and ian talking.
ian gets "high" =D
strangles claire. (HAHAH look so farny i took it while they were fighting then it happened to just catch this second)
ian laughs at the photo and collapse to the ground
yay then suddenly friends again!
hahah then WAR NO. II begins soon after....
=DDD
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4/23/2006 01:06:00 AM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
dementia
the last trip to the dementia home.
when we left the ward, i wanted so badly to cry.
mr tang went sth like "you have to let go"
i dunno.
i just felt real bad.
i didnt pity the patients.
i just felt how meaningless they actually felt.
it was reali heartbreaking.
dementia basically made them lose something - somethign that i have always thought was the meaning of living. they forgot their memories of the past.
the memories of once being a child running around in their kampong.
they forgot the image of their families, their friends.
all they could do, was to lie to others - and perhaps to themselves - about their past.
robert was a fine gentleman of 50. he spoke fluent english. he was nice. but it was rather unbelievable that he had dementia. he thought he works there. so the staff didnt say no. they called him collegue. so sweet. :)
then there was this old lady who had a handbag with her all the time. she had this small cute puppy toy in her bag. she was skinny, rather "dao" look, only spoke cantonese.
then there was this old lady who spoke teochew with me. she said alot stuff to me and evelyn. she said that our parents are so luvky to have us two sisters. haha. like she knew us since we were young. she said we grew up alot. she talked about us having to study hard to not disapoint our parents....alot of stuff...
i also remember that i walked back to a female ward with an old lady. she was really weak and had to hold those metal support stands. when i had to help her to her chair, she felt to fragile to me. mr tang said i was sweating and grinned. sheesh. I WANTED TO DIE. luckily one of the juniors helped me.
it was activity time when we went. the folks were playing games. i was with ah huat. my favorite elderly! :) he was just fantastic. :))) maybe because he also speaks half hokkien half teoshew like me. :) hahah. we had fun. then he got really excited about my arrival he danced with me to the tune of emz. retro i think. hahah it was reali unforgettable. i will really miss him. i think i want to come back as a volunteer to visit him. perhaps buy him some hokkien mee or sth when i go.
but i feel really bad when i was with them.
we dont know when these people who had their memories erased from them would just die. because dementia is a disease. no. it wouldnt spread. but it can lead to other disease that will cause death to these people.
i dont want to lose my memories so cruelly too. i really dont.
i want to do a good dementia play. something really good. to be able to touch the hearts of others, like how the folks have touched mine. so that we can all make a difference to the dementia patients. help them.
well. since tests are gonna be over. my next plan shall be saving up at least 1 buck every day. then when i go to the dementia home myself again, i can buy some outside food for the folks. lina said we could. i want them to stay happy and enjoy the last journey in their life.
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4/22/2006 12:31:00 PM
Monday, April 17, 2006
OM
=D
went for the prize giving for OM nationals yesterday.
=D
hahah but the problem is that i thought that it was rather riduculous that i actually went for the prize giving - the part worth going shld be the presentation in the morning! SHEESH. hahaha. but oh well hahaha at least our school won and had at least one team winning the champs! =D
saw saps ppl. =D yays my juniors! well they didnt win anything but i am sure you guys did your best! so dont be upset! =D
the audience. OMG my photography skills yesterday was HORRIBLE.
see. a cute little boy! hahah.
me and yingci got ratehr bored so we took a photo of my bear!
we love tcn!
its a bear. no. a cow. no. its a dog!
SHEESH. hahah.
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4/17/2006 06:08:00 AM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
close up of stolen prince scene
i added this picture to prove that i am really LIMO!
hahah omigosh my parents and friends and so many ppl dun believe dats me! hahah so the close up should help right! =D its just the help of ezra and the ipsa makeup that made me look so different! XD
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4/15/2006 09:00:00 AM
reachin' for heaven
a really nice song my cousin gave.
Reachin' For Heaven - DIANA DEGARMO
All my life
There was just me and my dreams
And the days went tickin' by
Like the beat of my heart
Spend my nights
Wonderin' how it would feel
When the waiting would end
And tomorrow would start
Suddenly I see the light
Out of the darkness I'm comin' alive
So this is how it feels
Reachin' for heaven
This is how it feels
Kissin' the sky
This is what it means
Touching forever
Like a phoenix rising from the flames
I'm reachin' for heaven
All this time
I never knew I was so strong
But you made me find the fire
That was there all along
In your eyes
I can see all I can be
Suddenly I want it all
And I know you'll catch me if ever I fall
So this is how it feels
Reachin' for heaven
And this is how it feels
Kissin' the sky
This is what it means
Touching forever
Like a phoenix rising from the flames
I'm reachin' for heaven
You alone have shown me
Shining new hope rises now for all
I owe you
It's my turn to show you
This is how it feels
Reachin' for heaven
And this is how it feels
Kissin' the sky
This is what it means
Touching forever
Like a phoenix rising from the flames
I'm reachin' for heaven
Reachin' for heaven
This is how it feels
Kissin' the sky
This is what it means
Touching forever
Like a phoenix rising from the flames
I'm reachin' for heaven
Reachin' for heaven
Heaven
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4/15/2006 08:11:00 AM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
first i shall reply to all tags!
zongbin: HEH. really not u who inspired me to train! its pinghui! haha pinghui can laugh and run at the same time and SO FAST SOMEMORE so i was inspired to be like her! HAHAH. anw you must jiayou for july concert k!
yingci: ci! MUAH! hahah i like u more than zongbin! hahahah. anyway! i think not reali alot of ppl read my blog so wahahah nvm lah! hehs so sad today we only had 3 ppl to play touch so in the end nvr play...TMR MUST MUST MUST run hor! =DDD
in the next post i shall posted about duael!
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4/13/2006 07:00:00 AM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
DUAEL
Lian He Zao Bao Xian Zai Ban 12/04/2006
i have nvr expected duael to really get into the news - even if it was just a very small area!
the writer is my classmate - kudos to you! hahah and really a big thank you to the camera lady hahah thanks thanks for featuring duael! hehs.
IN the morning i was like piah-ing for my lang arts test and was like so tense and everything then ex classmate sms-ed me: eh hanjing is that duael i see in the news today the duael u were trying to promote to me that day?!
HAHAH. i got my newspaper and TADAH IT WAS THERE. HAHAH. it was super cool i must admit! then for the rest of the day i am SO HYPER! hahahha. but if u ask me, frankly, i was happy not because my face was there (hahah LIFE LONG DREAM to have myself on the newspaper!) but because it made me think about duael again. to be able to remember how we prepared for duael. i miss duael. HAHAH. shall do what yingci says! GO LAMINATE THE BLOODY NEWS ARTICLE! =DDD
i am proud to have done duael with all tcners + guys. MUAH! I LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS AND PIECES! PS. sorry but this is a normal resoulution of the article so i dun think u can see the words!
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4/12/2006 07:18:00 PM
DUAEL
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4/12/2006 04:18:00 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
LAMe! hahah
i am just uber bored.
| What Your Face Says |
 At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.
Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless. |
What Do People Think Of Your Face?
| You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls |
 You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl. |
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4/10/2006 12:48:00 PM
MIKI!
I LOVE 202'06!
wahaha look at the pics and u could see how happy all fo us were!
MUAH!
I LOVE YOU ALL!
and miki! (jap girl who came over for exchange programme)
class pic! omg my face was like super weird?!
from left: guenyik, miki, claire, limmin
haha my bear!
my zi lian photo with miki!
hahah lijun's monkey!
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4/10/2006 08:44:00 AM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
cresent girls' fun fair
today is cresent girls' fun fair!
went with xenia and met up with sherryn and levia
and saw brandon lam hahaah he is still abt the same height as me!
anyway. it was really rather fun!
went for their haunted house which was located in their dance studio, which was said to be haunted ~~ according to ryn, her seniors camped over night in the studio whic has mirrors all over budden before they slept they nvr cover the mirrors then at night they could see faces on the mirrors and sounds~~~
then the haunted house was like, erm, quite well done since its by students! there were weird stuff hanging from the air, skeletons and ppl who wore and behaved like ghosts and stuff haha and we were like shrieking and shrieking all the way cox there were ppl grabbign our feet as we walk and we were like dragging the "ghosts"?! haha it was abit freaky lorh when i saw the snakes on the floor hahah.
the rest are pictures! shant elaborate cox very sian leh!
what was right at the door. a life-size mashi maro (yarh larh HALF of me haha) and we were supposed to guess its weight to win it and bring it home! 
the rules. see that? $2 worth of coupons!
chocolate fondue! ah there were 2 stalls with this and i was rather amused! 
stalls. 
sherryn at her class stall! 
queuing up for haunted house. see?! business so good! 
people! (its abt 4pm alrdy so there werent many ppl left) 
guess what?! A DUNKING MACHINE! omg publicity for FFF i got ideas lerh! heheh. LOOK OUT for my 1st july NYGH food and funfair! we have a dunking machine too! hahaha =DDD my class! XD
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4/09/2006 01:51:00 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
okay. i feel POOPED. so the following in RED are reali just crap and bitching so can skip. =Xfirstly because we had this impromptu new south wales IT quiz that override CCA time.okay it wasnt MEANT to be impromptu. it's just that our WONDERFUL form teacher didnt even tell us. AND SHE EVEN INTENDED TO TELL LIKE DURING HER LESSON WHICH IS LIKE 1++HRS BEFORE THE QUIZ THING?!!! okay. i dont care about the marks but hey i think it is reali unfair that we are only told like TODAY?! secondly. it bloddy rained today. so carn play "touch". haha. mr tang and the rest of us were so bad! haha the juniors asked us what is play "touch" (cox mr tang smsed us that if weather permits, we MIGHT "touch") haha if u are good enough u shld noe how mad i am about touch! hahah. anw, mr tang didnt want to tell the juniors just liddat. so he said sth like "you'll find out" and then reali suggestively said that it cannot be played indoors or when there is rain etc etc hahah it was super farny can i laughed till i almost died. I WANT TO PLAY RUGBY! thirdly. because of cca today huiying reminded me that that hey. mr tang will leave us earliest this december so we would be like be kinda "left on our own". what will happen when mr tang leaves us? fourthly. i failed my freaking french test by lik 1 and 1/2 marks?! omg i want to shoot my teacher! one and a half mark oso dun wan to gib me from compo! ah! okay. enough pooping. bleah. shall talk about the good stuff! #1: pinghui's birthday is on friday!#2: japanese girl coming to my class for exchange programme from tmr till fri! #3: hahah i have ran like 2 rounds around the school this morning and i shall continue to do that every morning till NAPFA test! hahaha =D okay i know i am nuts but HEY. i have grown 2 cm taller! #4: i owe my mortal's letter for 3 weeks alrdy! okay oops this wasnt meant to be sth happy hahah#5: PLAY TOUCH R. PLAY TOUCH R. PLAY TOUCH R. #6: I LOVE EVERYONE! okay this post is nonsense. haha nvrmind i shall post sth decent when i feel like!
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4/05/2006 12:52:00 PM
CRESENT GIRLS HIGH FUN FAIR.THIS SATURDAY. 9 AM TILL 4 PM. pls support sherryn!NANYANG GIRLS HIGH FOOD AND FUNFAIR1ST JULY 2006SATURDAY9AM TILL 4 PM. interested parties can also buy coupons beforehand at $10 each! contact me for more details!
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4/05/2006 12:41:00 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
guess what i have realised. if not for theatre club, if not for wonderful and CRAZEEE bunch of friends like you,my life would be as boring as a T shirt.HEY i am serious! =Dit would be so full of routine - wash iron wear wash iron wear finally thrown awayi guess that's why i live a life so unique that people are jealous! ***ego*** hahahaha! all thanks to you all! MUAH! and especially to theatre club. i dont noe why.if not for theatre club I WOULDNT BE AS CRAZY AS NOW! hahah! i wouldnt be so insane as to train for NAPFA! i wouldnt jump around and play so much!i wouldnt know how it really is like behind a production!I WOULDNT KNOW HOW FUN TOUCH RUGBY WOULD BE!MUAH!!! TMR - if weather permits, we MIGHT play touch! yays!
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4/04/2006 11:09:00 AM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
changed our seats yesterday.
cox mrsheng told me the class can start changing seats either yesterday or on monday.
jieqi had done the new seating arrangement long ago. i asked the class and the class said change on monday. but haha dunno why in the end i managed to let the class change to their new seat arrangement during mrs kuan's lesson (cox she was absent). it was done quite smoothly. my new seat is just one seat left from my old term one seat.
haha. and now guenyik and limmin is my partner!
i miss chialer! CHIALER! do you noe i miss you?! now i dun have someone to look over the shoulder to copy notes that i didnt manage to copy on time! so sad seh.
oh well. shall look on the bright side! because i have managed to piah out all my chinese sia compos and sui bi and every nonsense and its only saturday!
the giraffe and pelly and me!
my seating mates!
limmin's GREEN desk!
ahmin!
guenyik's table!
ahh i carn seem to upload all the pics...so sad... oh well!
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4/02/2006 02:37:00 PM
LUNCH DURING DUAEL
i miss duael like nuts!
like wad ezra had said: " ...cant believe it's been a week le..."
if this is still the 25th march, we would still be eating our dinner, clearing up, then preparing for a wonderful night ahead.
it would have most probably also looked like this:
chicken. i thought mr tang never liked chicken.
salmon, carrots, corn.
my serving on 2nd night! **NOTE: this is BEFORE**
This is AFTER! 
bananas for dessert!
go bananas!
ready to eat!
wonder who is that? 
shimin!
fried rice! how i wish we can perform duael together again.anyway, duael can be said to be a success AND failure. though i dun want to believe it was lousy. there were people commenting that skindeep was really just skin deep.i was a little discouraged.then ex-form teacher said: hanjing! in duael you were so hiao! (for the bimbo character) i said. Oh. okay. then i asked her. then did you enjoy duael? she didnt say anything. then she tried to change the topic and said: you were really very hiao! then she said she must go and went off. i was discouraged. that was yesterday. then wad got worse was this. car*l was listening, then she came over to me. and said: i didnt go duael but i heard my friend say duael wasnt good you know. then she said she didnt like skindeep.i was performing in skindeep you noe. she said "oh" then shut up after that and went for TCIL. wtf. i was so really really pissed and discouraged. okay i dont mean to say that swear word. i only say it when i am really really really pissed! how discouraged can one be. i dont want papa tan to do the dementia piece. i dont want it to end up like skindeep. no offence. and i want to clarify here. if any one of you think that i behave like the bimbotic ah lian in skindeep, please think again. omg i so not a bimbo person so yeah. being a bimbo poser in skindeep made me all the more never want to end up liddat. this is no april fools joke.
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4/02/2006 10:58:00 AM
