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Sunday, July 23, 2006
glitters over. i dunno but i think that means something BAD is coming our way.
having to crew and not perform being a theatre club girl meant that i wld be working on mr tan's piece after glitters. and i
hated that frankly speaking, because it is just not acting acting. dunno how to phrase it but.
after glitters i wasnt exactly sad i was just savouring every single minute left at the esplanade with the rest of the crew. basically we got the most terrible job of kicking people out from their changing rooms at the end of the performance. so off me and sam and the rest of the crew and basically it sucked for me. everyone around was just crying that it was over, hugging and everything and we had to spoil it for them by having to tell them to go off. blah i actually got rather irritated by SOME people who refuses to leave and we spent so long waiting for them to clear out of their SUPERSTAR rooms to lock up. bloody.
had to rush off after that cos my family was there waiting.
i cant help say this but it seems so freakingly terrible and sad cos it suddenly sparked me that this might be the last "tang" piece for theatre which was well. sad especially after knowing that mr tan will take over. MR TAN. ugh. i bascially felt miserable this morning because i thought about what was going to happen next in life for me and it hit hard on me it was dementia piece.
not that i am trying to sound bad or anythign but it really felt like choral night. it really felt like boring for me watching it. i mean. after havign mr tan for skindeep and now dementia totally made me so utterly depressed how this whole theatre club might end up to be next year when it will be mr tan in charge. i mean. i really dont want theatre club to end up drama way next year and the year next and next. i dunno hwy but i feel that in skindeep and dementia, the roles just didnt really click. it didnt feel realistic for me. it felt like some stupid drama serial from like channel 8 or sth. in stolen prince it didnt really felt that way, for the fact that mr tan wasnt doing it, it was just totally different. and check jessie she felt it in mal de mere too. it was jut really different being in a play by mr tan, and a play by tang/and/or/the seniors.
i had intended to rant about glitters but after a few photos i just gave up. i am so gonna miss bull sir and the rest of the esplanade crew. :(
and i noe that i really want to work hard and become a crew of the esplanade when i grow up.
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7/23/2006 05:29:00 PM
glitters over. i dunno but i think that means something BAD is coming our way.
having to crew and not perform being a theatre club girl meant that i wld be working on mr tan's piece after glitters. and i
hated that frankly speaking, because it is just not acting acting. dunno how to phrase it but.
after glitters i wasnt exactly sad i was just savouring every single minute left at the esplanade with the rest of the crew. basically we got the most terrible job of kicking people out from their changing rooms at the end of the performance. so off me and sam and the rest of the crew and basically it sucked for me. everyone around was just crying that it was over, hugging and everything and we had to spoil it for them by having to tell them to go off. blah i actually got rather irritated by SOME people who refuses to leave and we spent so long waiting for them to clear out of their SUPERSTAR rooms to lock up. bloody.
had to rush off after that cos my family was there waiting.
i cant help say this but it seems so freakingly terrible and sad cos it suddenly sparked me that this might be the last "tang" piece for theatre which was well. sad especially after knowing that mr tan will take over. MR TAN. ugh. i bascially felt miserable this morning because i thought about what was going to happen next in life for me and it hit hard on me it was dementia piece.
not that i am trying to sound bad or anythign but it really felt like choral night. it really felt like boring for me watching it. i mean. after havign mr tan for skindeep and now dementia totally made me so utterly depressed how this whole theatre club might end up to be next year when it will be mr tan in charge. i mean. i really dont want theatre club to end up drama way next year and the year next and next. what felt like different to me for wanting to join theatre club was because it was just plain acting. i dunno hwy but i feel that in skindeep and dementia, the roles just didnt really click. it didnt feel realistic for me. it felt like some stupid drama serial from like channel 8 or sth. in stolen prince it didnt really felt that way, for the fact that mr tan wasnt doing it, it was just totally different. and check jessie she felt it in mal de mere too. it was jut really different being in a play by mr tan, and a play by tang/and/or/the seniors.
i had intended to rant about glitters but after a few photos i just gave up. i am so gonna miss bull sir and the rest of the esplanade crew. :(
and i noe that i really want to work hard and become a crew of the esplanade when i grow up.
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7/23/2006 05:24:00 PM
theres so much more.
but i am too emotional to load more.
glitters will leave a huge imprint in my life.
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7/23/2006 04:40:00 PM
Friday, July 21, 2006
hahha.
people are so amusing.
xD
i was told to find ten cartoons of animals that i think most describes my personality.
kinda forgot about that hw till 8 hours before the lesson ><><)
3. cat/kitten/meow meow
4. puppy
5. turtle
6. giraffe
7. penguin
i laughed like never. :D
and watched romeo and juliet for lang arts today
my conclusion:
the nurse feels and behaves like a pervert! xD
a few hours to nanyang glitters at esplanade!
cant wait xD
i feel really loved. :)
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7/21/2006 10:10:00 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
to all out there worrying for me or irritated by me
sorry yah
hanjing is kinda dying out of stress so a very sad ayumi took over this body. yah so not so hyper you see. ok not funny.
so now ayumi is trying to recount everything hoping the real hanjing can come back
:(
hopefully
hanjing died cos when school reopened - only after school reopens
everything just suddenly started to flood her
when she intended to buck up her sucky school results
then her schedule over packed
every minute of her life was spent over thinking for things like
third lang, council election, bom, teachers day logistics,
glitters@esplanade,
and juggling with homework and revision and catching up
COS I AM SLOW IN DOING STUFF YOU SEE. (cos one brain cannot have two souls in it XP)
so basically it sucks big time thinking about what else is coming next
then it sucked more when she fell sick
like WHOOSH
sick!
had to miss performances, outings w besties, stuff liddat
doctor said that come a day late and you nid to go hospital liao
but thats not the worst
hanjing thought its just like normal
so she continued to try catching up with all the stuff she needs to
then stupid family prob cropped up
that sucked big time
(ayumi couldnt help ):)
yepp.
then on tuesday when she came back to crew
all the schoolwork everything was told in the morning before leaving
so she got real stressed
so now she's on the verge of crying almost everytime liao
and quitting stuff like council
she consulted to mdm tye about quitting council today
anw.
ending it all.
she is just dying yah.
if i angst too much or sth remind me yah
and if i lose my temper or suddenyl ben1 kui4
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7/19/2006 10:55:00 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
TOO tired and sick. to post about ndp rehearsals family etc etc. lotsa photos waiting to be uploaded!
xD
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7/11/2006 09:16:00 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
wahh.
nanyang funfair!
i cant seem to stop talking about it!
hahas.
saw jonathan but he's like so TALL now.
=.=
the braids were nice
by the hair spray is totally UGH.
waste my moneh and hair!
><
i wanted BLUE.
but in the end there was only BLUE GLITTER.
-.-
tsk.
hahahs anw i am so tired now.
holiday tmr.
thankgawd.
hahah.
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7/02/2006 09:03:00 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
ny food and funfair is really cool!
XD
got dunked like 5 times can. XD
hahah had insane madness of fun and stuff.
xD
HAHAH and got dunked by so many peepo and "sir"
jiada haahahahahahah
oki oki i must admit the water was really refreshign! hahah
but well. the glass cover of pings slow cooker broke into pieces.
and i lost my new nike bottle! ***wahh!!!!***
and limmin lost all her coupons. :(
sad.
but in all i had fun!
happy birthday huiying! ;D
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7/01/2006 09:35:00 PM
i dunno why but your attitude is just weird.
i dunno why you have to do that.
sorry.
no actually i am not.
you lied.
okay it was a small lie.
i dunno why i am kicking up such a big fuss.
oh wells.
it has been so so so long.
i've been trying to noe you better.
kinda failed i guess.
bleagh.
hope you will find another better gal.
i dont think i fit you.
and you might not be my cup of tea.
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7/01/2006 12:15:00 PM
