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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

to all out there worrying for me or irritated by me
sorry yah

hanjing is kinda dying out of stress so a very sad ayumi took over this body. yah so not so hyper you see. ok not funny.

so now ayumi is trying to recount everything hoping the real hanjing can come back
:(
hopefully

hanjing died cos when school reopened - only after school reopens
everything just suddenly started to flood her
when she intended to buck up her sucky school results
then her schedule over packed
every minute of her life was spent over thinking for things like
third lang, council election, bom, teachers day logistics, glitters@esplanade,
and juggling with homework and revision and catching up
COS I AM SLOW IN DOING STUFF YOU SEE. (cos one brain cannot have two souls in it XP)

so basically it sucks big time thinking about what else is coming next
then it sucked more when she fell sick
like WHOOSH
sick!
had to miss performances, outings w besties, stuff liddat
doctor said that come a day late and you nid to go hospital liao

but thats not the worst
hanjing thought its just like normal
so she continued to try catching up with all the stuff she needs to
then stupid family prob cropped up
that sucked big time
(ayumi couldnt help ):)

yepp.
then on tuesday when she came back to crew
all the schoolwork everything was told in the morning before leaving
so she got real stressed

so now she's on the verge of crying almost everytime liao
and quitting stuff like council
she consulted to mdm tye about quitting council today

anw.
ending it all.
she is just dying yah.

if i angst too much or sth remind me yah
and if i lose my temper or suddenyl ben1 kui4

Add colours to your life!!
7/19/2006 10:55:00 PM